I'm very damaged. I'm a scary and very damaged person, who hasn't had a year of rest since my lovelife began back when I was tender, naive and sweet 15. I've spent more than 10 years trying hard enough to give up already.
I bet anyone could say that. We're all over 25 ys., so it comes with our baggage - the thing is that, if we still care about being happy with someone, on a mature and committed relationship, we must take that responsability in our hands. If you aim the prize, you cannot avoid the race! It was never and never will be that easy. Either you start and risk your mental health once more, or you can sit accross the street and watch how others get there.
Unfortunately, that's how it works.
Do I want to keep on feeding up my failure rate to its glorious 100%? Sure I don't. I don't want to fail, and given the circumstances and cold statistics, it is most likely that I will.
But I don't certainly wanna stop fighting. I don't, and I won't... but today, what makes the difference, is that I will give it a try when I find a strong and also willing counterpart. No more, no less.
Number One / McPrincess
